In rememberance of 9/11/ here
This is a site by a survivor, for survivors of S*xual Ab*se, R*pe, Domestic Violence, DID/MPD, PTSD, and other conditions/disorders.  This site is for anyone who has been hurt or is hurting.
        By Nicole Thomas aka Gabriel
My site is a part of the Candlelight Vigil Across the Internet to end the vi*lence against women.

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For those of you who have visited here before, you're probably noticing some changes.  I have decided to take this site to the next level.  As I am healing, I find that my need to help others grows stronger each day. 
  This site will be devoted to information regarding abuse related crimes and illnesses/disorders/conditions, as well as stories and works by survivors.  This site will also be devoted to my second passion...writing, art, and poetry.
As my healing progresses, I find that I have no reason to hide behind 'a secret identitiy'.  I wasn't the one who did anything wrong.  Although I like Gabriel, Nicole Thomas is my writing name (pen name).  My abusers are still free, but I feel that they will be judged by a much higher power than a court of law, and that is good enough for me.
I warn those that come here: this site contains mature material that many may find hard to believe.  I have tried to make it as safe as I can, but you can not mask any type of ab*se or it's affects.  The affects of child ab*se or any ab*se are devestating.  My goal here is to show what abuse does and how we can make a difference, just by speaking out.  I refuse to be a victim any longer!
  I would like to dedicate this site to all of us survivors, and unfortuneately, possibly those suffering abuse now.  I pray for all of us to one day find peace. Thank you for visiting!
****also, I have marked the things that could be triggering, by **T**, and I've lessened the impact of "trigger words" with the * sign.  I want everyone to feel safe when they come to my home.*****
Molly and the Secret
By Nicole Thomas
  Many parents often wonder how to teach their young children about good touches/bad touches and secrets.  I was among those parents.  As a abuse survivor myself, I am constantly worried about my daughters.  I do talk to them about good and bad touches and to tell mommy or daddy if someone hurts them or makes them do something they don't want too.  But I felt that wasn't enough. So I wrote a children's book about this subject called Molly and The Secret.
    It is now available from 1st Click on the picture to order.
But first scroll all the way down for some important sites.  Also, check out my Cause Page to see what you can do to help. Or you can now search my site, if you're looking for something in particular.
This site will have some down links for a couple of days.  I'm redoing it.  Thanks for your patience.
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Last updated:  1-18-02
***This is in honor of my mother, who has survived Breast Cancer for over 2 years now.
I Love you, Mom.....26 cents.
I highly recommend this book by Susan Kesegich.  This book is about her life.  It's honest and straight forward.  I promise that once you pick it up, you won't put it down until you're finished.
Click on the picture to go to her site, where you can order her book and much more.
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