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| .:*Shattered Reflections*:. ::Poetry:: |
| .:Suffocate:. Try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but the thought is too Much to conceive just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you When all this I was going through You never took the time to ask me Just what you could do I try to breath |
.:Weary:. u say Im 2 quiet Holding things Up in my head I tend 2 think Im getting nowhere Now Im just a phony Remembering the grl Leaves me down n lonly it take some time to Patch me up inside Butcant take it so I Run away n hide And I may find in time that You were always right Dont tell me How 2 be cuz I like some sufferin Dont ask me What I need Im just fine Ive already given Up on getting thru Im here now Waiting Holding on 2 reasons Wasted faced it Watching u deny me feelin down dont know how long feeling tired don't know what from One too many parties Makeup hides the wounds Shakin, cryin Hatin lyin to myself Im tired of tellin myself it ok To b this tired This sick n tired of the turns the world takes n the people that it makes us be |
| .:Distorted Vision:. i dont mean 2 b mean i just needs 2 leave Cause you inconvenience Why can't you see? plz dont b sad 4 me Dont b naïve Sumtimes sunshine Dont wanna shine on me n sumtimes I find myself blind At first I cant c n then I c its me It distorts my vision it closes my eyes Attracts filthy flies n sux up r lives n proliferates lies my life becomes void And all I thought for myself is now destroyed Controlling my mind, what to eat, what to buy Subliminal rules: how to live, how to die |
| .:Awake:. don wana leave the comfort of this place Cuz theres a hunger longin 2 escape from the life I live when Im awake Please let me forget all those sweet smiles dont let me fall in … u love u lie role learned 2 play in a world today where nothing matters i thought i was dreamin i culd wake up dead All this damage is runnin loose in my head Wats the point of tryin 2 dream nemore they hear im losing weight again am i dyin 2 b thin.. or dyin 2 b happy am i dyin 2 b happy... or just happy 2 b dyin u cry u hurt u bleed u feel u r very well things look peaceful Im not quite as well I thought u shuld kno |