|~Daddy's Little Boy Is Gone~
It is hard to explain what goes through your head when you lose a child.
You feel a sharp pain in your chest that you cannot explain, I got cold and it was hard for me to breathe.
At first it was like it did not happen, because I was not there when he passed on.
So it really did not effect me until we buried Ethan.
It hurt worse seeing him laying in his casket not breathing, than it did to hear about it.
The day I was told, "Your son is gone."