1-Woohoo! Christmas is on the way!! I am feeling okay...the past few weeks are a blur however... Anyways...I am happy because Christmas is always fun but there's a BIG part of me that is totally freaking out at the thought of Christmas and everything that goes along with it...Mmm...Should be alright... 2-Yay! I've put up my Christmas ornaments and it's looking good...It lifted my spirits a bit... I don't know what I'm going to do this year. Family meetings? Flying to the US? Hanging out with friends? I don't know! I feel the only solution would be to split myself in 3 so I could: 3-I still have no clue about what I'm going to do this year!Grr! It's so stressful not knowing!! This has never happened to me! Every year, I know at least a MONTH in advance, what the plans are...But this year? No clue whatsoever!! Oh well....
I have MY part to do and keep telling myself I do NOT have control over: events OR people OR comments people make about me and things like that. I think it might be helpful (in my case) to think positive and focus on the good stuff, instead of focusing on the bad stuff,things that aren't going my way, things that make me angry,etc. Because that's THE thing to do if you wanna get into a depressive bout!!!And I don't want that!!
...But of course, there's no such thing as splitting myself!! Haha!! :-)
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