Feb. - I have been worried about telling my Aunt and my brother about what I am going through. My sister alreay knows and is ok with it. Both my parents have passed away but I know in there hearts that they would want me to be happy.
March 9 - Lastnight at work I told my Boss what I am going to go through. He was very understanding and said that working at the hospital would be the best place to transition. I hope it will be.
April - I have been seeing my Therapist every week and now am seeing her every other week. My Therapist said that I am ready for T , and I am so ready!! I wrote a email letter to my aunt to let her know what I'm doing. To my surprise she is ok with it and said whatever makes you happy is ok with her. I was happy to hear that from her cause she means the world to me. Now I need to tell my brother.
April 21. - I told my brother about my change and he is ok with it also.
April 27 - I went to my Therapist and she has faxed my referral letter to my Endocrine. She made me a copy of the letter. I am so excited to finally have it.
I am very lucky to just have 3 months of therapy and now am ready for "T".
Sept. 1st - I went to the Endo and when they took me back they said, there was a miss understanding,,they said they don't do transgender. I just look at her and couldn't believe this was happing to me. I waited 3 months for nothing, I am so pissed!!
So I am going to try my regular Dr. to do all the testing for me.
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Jan. - Well as u can see that my regular Dr. couldn't help. So I have an appt. with Dr. Deanna Jones close to Durham, It will be a 3 to 4 hour drive but thats ok. I will be going March 22nd. Asheville don't have a place to go and get blood work done for hormone therapy. I should have already started my T, if the Endocrine here in Asheville hadn't messed me up. Yea I am very aggrivated about that.
Feb - I'm still anxious to get on T, that I have been haveing alot of mood swings, which I have always had, but more so now. I have Virilzation which is some what consider intersex, I may have been born with Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (CAH) some people with this does identify as male.
Virilzation is a male sex characteristics in a female. This includes an increase in body hair, facial hair, deepening of the voice and clitoral enlargement. Virilization may result from excessive Testosterone production in the endocrine glands, I have all this from the age of 15 years old to now. Some of you out there may have the same, that is also why I have always felt more like a male even in my younger years, I am also very atracted to women and even when I was around 5 and I always thought it was normal.
March 22 - I finally made it to Mebane, NC to Dr. Jones. She is very understanding and took her time with me. Did some blood work and wrote out a prescription of Testim Gel for 7 days then take my Testosterone Cypinate 200mg 1cc every 2 weeks.
So excited to finally have it!
I also have been dating a girl since Oct. 05 and she is ok with me changing....
