|Along with music, i am a big poetry fan. here are some poems i like or i think are nifty.|
As i fall even deeper through this pit of darkness
I feel the last bit of humanity slip from my fingers.
Lonliness, Emptiness, and Unwanted
Is this all the world ha to offer me?
The light of hope, the warmth of love
all slipping away as the last bit of strenght leaves my body.
I am weak and hollw, as a long dead tree lost in the frozen desert of time.
At any moment, SNAP, I will be broken as easily as a leaf on a samurais sword.
Looking out through the window
Watching the petals fall gently, creating a pink rain.
At the base of the tree you await.
Wait for what you know will never come
I shut my window and cry, beating my chest in dispair.
Knowing that not only did i shut the only portal to the outside world..
but also shut the portal to the emotion keeping me safe...
keeping me...from you.
I hunch to the wall, afraid
afraid of what i've done,
afraid that i have made the biggest mistake.
A hand lays gently upon my shoulder
I look up, It's you
I know i can not shut you out
Haunted and alone
unwanted by all and shunned
How have i become the forsaken
and the forsaken me
Forever living to die,
forever dieing to live
in a tormenting cycle of pain and misery
waiting for it to all stop,
waiting for and end i know
will never come...