Hi! I'm Cindy This a picture of me ....... Since the loss of my husband the internet has become an important part of my life I have spent many hours chatting with people all over the world. I think this has been an important part of my healing process not to mention ALOT of fun! I have two grown children who never let me give up!!.


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How I became an internet addict?

On November 24,1995 my life changed forever..or so I thought... I became a widow..My husband., best friend of 27 years died suddenly and unexpectedly of a heart attack at age 47...I really thought my life had ended that day.....I went to work as usual and he had the day off. I returned later that evening to find him on the floor gone. I have never experienced anything like the emotions I felt that night and hope to never experience it again. It is hard enough to lose a husband and soul mate when they are sick and it is expected but when it is a healthy man (so I believed) the pain and shock is unlike anything I could describe. Unbearable is an understatement! I turned to the internet searching for something to fill the terrible void in my life and to help me through the hard times to follow...


On October 19, 2008 my life changed again..I was widowed again after only 10 years with the second love of my life ...Joe ., best friend of 10+ years died suddenly and unexpectedly of organ failure at age 43...I really think my life has ended again.....Joe hadn't been feeling well for almost a year and was in and out of the dr. We took a trip to Oklahoma to visit his mom and he became worse. I managed to get him back to Tucson before he had to be hospitalized and that was Friday and he passed away on Sunday the 19th...I don't understand how this could happen to him he was such a good and loving person and he took such good care of me...and to me twice...I am lost and sad and alone and not sure I can keep on this time. I know I will survive but I can't see how. Joe was my friend, lover and we spent every minute together. We traveled and had fun and just enjoyed life.


Click the heart to see my Husband David's Memorial Page...
Click the heart to see my second love Joe's Memorial Page...
Click the heart to see my Husband's photo memories Page...
Click the heart to see My family memorial page......
Click the heart to see Family Photo Page...
Click the heart to see MY NEW LIFE ......
Click here to see the light of our lives OUR PETS.....
Click the heart to see Cindy's and Joe's NEW LIFE TOGETHER ......


Somehow I found my way to widownet in January of 1996. I found that I was not alone in my journey toward a new life without my husband. There are countless others on this same road. There are caring compassionate people out there in cyberland, willing and eager to help ease the pain. I stopped in to widownet and stayed for a long time trying to help those so new to this pain we share and help them get started down that long lonely road we call grief. Together we move ahead toward a new life, different from the old, but none the less good.......There is a chat room there that is still going altho I don't know anyone anymore but it is a good place to go and chat and maybe some one there can help those that need help to get throught the pain.

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