Pleasure
by: Chibi Koji no da
Archiver's Note: Due to some emails I received about having the link to this fic gone... I decided to archive it for now. If and when the author emails me and wants me to take it down, I will.
He was tired, he was irritable, and he was not looking forward to spending the night listening to the Baka-Saru snore.
Opening the door, he gave the boy on the bed little notice and proceeded to strip himself of the heavy outer robes he wore.
It wasn't until a few minutes had passed without a single acknowledgement from his companion that he turned and looked - then looked harder.
The brunette bundle of energy was actually sitting still and more peculiarly so, he was silent. But that was not the cause of the monk's double take.
The cause was the prominent erection that strained upwards against the confines of the boy's sleep shorts. Sanzo couldn't fathom why the boy was sitting unashamedly on top of the covers, ignoring the obvious problem between his legs, and doing what looked like basic meditation breathing exercises.
Padding over, he sat down and peered at the boy, "Oi," he spoke in his normal rough tone and when no response was forth coming he gave his companion a not so gentle shake, "Oi - Baka-Saru."
The lids of Goku's eyes fluttered and drifted open, revealing the deep pools of swirling gold and brown below.
"Sanzo?" the boy looked confused, "What are you doing...ne Sanzo?"
"What am I doing?" Sanzo was incredulous, "What are you doing?!"
"Oh," Goku glanced down at his lap, seemingly unconcerned, "I was trying to get rid of that."
"What?" Sanzo dead panned, surely the ancient-boy wasn't trying to get rid of an erection that way.
"This," Goku gestured vaguely to his lap, "Happened at the Temple once and I asked one of the Monks about it. He told me that it was because I was being impure, and that if I wanted it to go away, I had to sit very still and think about pure thoughts - he showed me a weird way of breathing and told me to do that while I thought."
"You're serious?" Sanzo was somewhat stunned and rather amused, it was just like the stuffy old bastards at the temple to play down a natural act and make it sinful.
"Um...ne Sanzo," Goku looked up at him with big eyes, "I think I must be really impure because it always takes ages."
Sanzo felt a definite tug in his crotch area at the Saru's words, "And how often does this happen?"
"All the time - especially after kicking Youkai ass!" Goku grinned at him, then his face fell, "But it's hard to concentrate in the jeep because the stupid Ero-Kappa always starts fighting with me."
A wicked thought seized Sanzo and refused to let go, looking down at his appealing little Saru, he decided to act upon it, "Would you like to know a faster way of making that go away?"
"Ne...Sanzo," Goku looked worriedly up at him, "You're being really nice - are you feeling okay?"
"Baka!" Sanzo growled and hit him over the head, he stood up and started to walk away, looking over his shoulder he raised a slender eyebrow, "Do you want me to help you or not?"
"No Sanzo, stay, I'm sorry," Goku leapt forward, grabbed his arm and looked pleadingly up at him, "I'll behave - tell me what to do...ne Sa~nzo."
"Urusai," Sanzo growled but 'grudgingly' sat back down, "Right, first - take your shorts off."
Five hundred years of living in a cave, and having no memories of his previous life, had left Son Goku with little to no modesty, and he had no qualms about leaning backwards, lifting his hips off the bed and shimmying out of his shorts on the command of his beloved Sanzo. Sitting back up with his legs crossed, his long shirt flopped down and covered his groin.
This irritated the blond, and reaching forward, the un-holy monk pushed the shirt out of the way, revealing Goku's impressively sized equipment, which he 'accidentally' brushed his palm over on the way back.
The effect was immediate, a low wild groan sounded from Goku's throat as his head fell backwards and his hips automatically jerked upwards.
"Sa...Sanzo," Goku gasped, "What was that?"
Sanzo licked his lips in appreciation of the sight before him. Goku's cheeks were delicately stained red, his chest rising and falling rapidly with each gasp he took to regain his control, each time he took a breath, his arousal bobbed up and down.
"You do it Goku," the blond purred, "Touch it - wrap your hand around it." he could feel his own trousers growing too tight, and he shifted about until they were undone and gaping open at the front revealing the smooth, pale and hairless skin of his abdomen. He glanced back at the Saru and found the boy's eyes were glued to his crotch. With a toothy grin, he pulled the trousers down a little further and let his growing erection free.
"You see Goku," he stared at the other boy, and waited until the Saru's eyes were fixed on his face, "This isn't some impure sin - it's a natural reaction." for some reason he wanted to make sure that Goku forgot what the monk had told him - he didn't want the boy to think touching himself and gaining pleasure in the growingly bleak world was a sin; none of them knew when they were going to die, and they all had to enjoy the life they had, whilst they still had it. He laughed mentally at his reasons; they sounded more like his Master's thoughts than his own.
"Ohh..." Goku breathed out, and looked at Sanzo's crotch and then his own. Tentatively he touched it, taking a sharp intake of breath at the shock of sensations that washed through him.
"That's right," Sanzo's voice sounded a little rougher than normal, it made Goku feel hot and the feelings in his groin turned up a notch. He listened to what his master was saying to him, "Move your hand up and down."
He looked blankly at the blond, not sure exactly what he was supposed to do.
"Watch me." the Monk's gaze was hot and heavy. Nodding, Goku watched as the man grasped his own erection and pumped it up and down. After a few moments, he got the general idea and started to copy.
"Ohhhh." the pleasure shooting through him was a hundred times more than it had been. He felt Sanzo's hand on his shoulder and allowed himself to be pushed back until he was lying flat on the bed; automatically he uncrossed his legs and stretched them out.
"Go on, carry on then," Sanzo's voice drifted to him and he did it again. Groaning loudly, he found that he was unable to keep his eyes open.
"That's it - now faster, grip it nice and tight." Sanzo's commands floated to his ears, and he obeyed them naturally, no longer thinking coherently, just being dragged along in a tide of pleasure.
He sped his hand up, and his hips moved to follow as the pleasure built to almost intolerable levels. Whimpering, he tossed his head side to side, now and then letting a small moan free.
Sanzo reached down for his own erection and pumped it vigorously, watching the un-knowingly sensual display the Saru was putting on for him. Goku really had no idea how beautiful he was normally, and in the throes of passion he was exquisite.
With a trained technique, Sanzo soon reached the same fever pitch as the brunette. Wiggling down the side of the bed, he lay down next to the writhing boy and gently moved his hand away.
"SA~NZO!" The boy's indignant wail rang through the room; and Sanzo was glad that both Hakkai and Gojyo were familiar enough with Goku calling his name, that they wouldn't leave their room to investigate the cause of the boy's wailing.
"Shh...Baka," Sanzo whispered, "Shift over a bit." He shifted them both until they were lying side by side, looking each other in the eye. Absently, he raised his hand and brushed the unruly bangs from the ancient boy's face; for once not bothering to disguise his feelings.
Goku prised his eyes open and gasped at the naked tenderness in Sanzo's normally cold eyes, "Sa..." he started to stay, but the rest of it was swallowed as the monk closed the gap between them and pressed his lips against his own.
He had seen Gojyo and Hakkai kissing often enough to know that he was supposed to open his mouth, and he did promptly. He gasped into Sanzo's mouth as a hot tongue invaded his own.
Tentatively he allowed his tongue to meet it, and this seemed to please the other man; because without breaking the kiss, he threaded his hands into Goku's own hair and rolled on top of him, pressing his body against him.
He felt his erection bump into Sanzo's and he accidentally broke the kiss to fling his head back against the pillow with a sharp in take of breath. He wanted to recapture Sanzo's delicious mouth, it tasted sweet like honey and he thought if he could just have that, he would never need to eat again.
But Sanzo's lips, which had curled into a rare smile, were working down his throat, leaving sucking bites and wet kisses as it went. When the monk reached his collar, he pulled away and looked him in the eye.
"Take your shirt off Goku," the unexpected use of his name made the boy's eyes widen and he hastened to comply, so that he sat before his everything, unabashedly naked.
"Ne...Sanzo," he ventured softly, not wanting to make the other man mad - but there was something he wanted. When the blond raised an eyebrow, he continued, "Could you take your shirt off too?"
"Baka." Sanzo smiled fondly down at his companion and stood up from the bed.
"Ne Sanzo," Goku sat up desperately, "I'm sorry - don't go!"
"Baka," the Monk leant forward and pushed the boy back down on the bed, "I'm just taking my trousers off."
"Oh." Goku sighed with relief. The feelings that Sanzo was stirring in him were better than anything he had experienced - better than fighting, better than eating; and he didn't want them to stop! Also, he looked down between his legs and noticed that the problem seemed worse than ever, Sanzo had promised to show him this other way - and he wasn't going to let the other man go until his problem had gone.
"Stop thinking so loud -Baka," Sanzo's golden hair floated into his view, and Goku took the opportunity to shuffle up the pillows slightly, until he was half propped against the headboard. Looking at the monk, he felt his mouth water, and his hand instinctively reached out.
The un-holy Monk's skin was pure creamy white, just half a shade lighter than the skin of his face and hands. His nipples and cock stood out in erect relief, and Goku found himself wanting to taste, to see if the rest of his Master was as delicious as his mouth tasted.
His hand touched the warm skin of Sanzo's chest. The erect nipple felt sort of funny on his arm, but he left his hand where it was, smiling in wonderment as he felt Sanzo's heart beating beneath his palm.
Sanzo smiled to himself as he looked at the Saru. They all knew that the boy was affectionate - he loved physical contact, even if it were only being hit on the head with a paper fan; and this, the most basic form of contact seemed to have touched the boy on his own primitive level.
He slowly pulled the boy forward and kissed him again. After a moment, the hand moved away from his chest and the other one rose, then both were twinned into his hair, where it amused him to find Goku petting and stroking it.
Goku was in heaven. The feelings in his groin weren't so intense now, but he was being kissed by Sanzo and he was being allowed to touch the hair that he always thought looked like sunlight.
He had once heard Hakkai tell Gojyo that his hair looked like the setting sun; but his Sanzo's was the colour of midday, bright and proud, high up in the centre of the sky - just like the man was the centre of his life.
Deciding that the mood had become too sweet for his tastes, Sanzo pulled the boy right flush against him and rocked his slightly. This had the desired effect of making the Saru break the kiss and gasp. He allowed the boy to rock in his lap for a moment before leaning forward and laying him down again.
"Goku," he called down to the pleasure-ridden boy, "Goku."
"What is it Sanzo?" Goku looked up at him with big eyes.
"I need to know how much further you want to go with this." he looked serious and the expression seemed to reach the Saru though his sensual haze.
Goku raised his hand and gently stroked the soft skin of Sanzo's cheek and smiled widely, his eyes shinning with absolute trust, "As far as it can get." he had no idea what was going to happen next, everything so far had been brand new to him, but he trusted the man above him - trusted him above everything, and he wanted the time to last forever, he wanted Sanzo to touch him forever.
"Alright." Sanzo kissed him deeply once more and then whispered, "I need to get something from my bag - I WILL be right back."
Goku nodded, but still whimpered slightly as Sanzo moved away from him, and cold air washed over his body. It did not take the monk long to return, and Goku was curious to see that he was carrying the bottle of hand lotion he used when his hands grew wind-chapped and stiff from using the gun.
"Ne...Sanzo..."
"Urusai," Sanzo spoke, but there was no hostility or any such thing behind the whispered word. Climbing back onto the bed, he leant over the Saru and kissed him soundly. He enjoyed kissing the boy, he loved the clumsy attempts the brunette made to return what was being done; and he adored knowing that he was going to be the first - and only lover Goku could remember having.
Somewhere in the depths of his mind, a brief image flashed by, of a huge canopied bed and Goku writhing in the middle of it, his chest heaving and the name "Konzen" spilling like a mantra from his lips.
Ignoring the strange non-memory, he left Goku's lips and traced a random pattern down the boy's neck, shoulders and stomach.
"Open your legs," he whispered and settled between them as they moved apart, "This might hurt a little Goku because you've not done this before."
"It's okay," Goku's shoulders were resting against the headboard again, and his bright eyes were fixed on Sanzo's face, "I trust you."
Instead of feeling embarrassed or angry by the boy's statement, Sanzo just felt a tide of warm happiness engulf him. Reaching forward he placed a delicate kiss on the Saru's lips and then opened the bottle.
Pouring a fair amount on the fingers of one hand, he spread the boy's nether-cheeks with the other. Placing his fingers on the small puckered opening that was revealed to him, he chuckled deeply as Goku gasped, "cold" and attempted to fidget away.
After a few moments, the Saru stopped trying to get away and relaxed. It amused the un-holy monk to hear something like a purr emerge from the boy's throat as he rubbed more lotion around the small hole.
Carefully he pushed one finger into the centre of it and was pleased when it opened up for him. He removed his finger and added more lotion to it, gradually working it inside the now gasping boy.
Patiently, he stretched the opening, taking care to slow when Goku's gasps became pained. After awhile, he had three fingers buried deep inside the Saru and the boy was writhing. His fingers searched out the small nub, and he rubbed it - chuckling again as Goku's eyes, which had been drifting close, snapped open and a fairly loud gasp that sounded approximately like "Sanzo!" tore from his throat.
"I think you're ready now," Sanzo withdrew his fingers, ignoring the groan of displeasure as he did so. Reaching down, he slathered his cock with lotion, pumping it for a few moments, until it was back at full hardness. Placing it at Goku's entrance he slowly pushed, feeding it inch by inch into the boy.
Goku's hands went to the bed sheets and he grasped them tightly. He hadn't expected this - he knew this, he had seen this and the implications left him breathless. He had once in his ignorance walked in on Gojyo and Hakkai. At first he had thought that the Ero-Kappa was fighting with the soft spoken man, but then he had seen where they had been joined. Afterwards, when they finally noticed him and Gojyo had calmed down, the Ero-Kappa had explained that it was still sex, only with a guy not a girl, and then Hakkai had added that it with anyone it was a form of release, but with someone you cared for - it was an act of love. Tears sprung to his eyes and he was quite perturbed when Sanzo stopped.
"Daijoubu?" Sanzo looked worriedly at the tears coursing down the boy's face, he thought he had been slow and thorough enough, and despite the fact that his libido would hate him for it, he was prepared to stop.
"Ah, daijoubu," Goku smiled at him, a smile that seemed wider and happier than any he had ever seen, "but pleeease..." the Saru lifted his hips, driving the final inch of Sanzo inside him.
They both gasped at that, and Sanzo had to use all of his control, not to start pounding the Saru there and then. Once he was sure Goku was adjusted, he started moving.
"Oh...oh!" Goku couldn't describe the sheer pleasure that rushed through him, "Ohh Sanzo...Sanzo...SANZO!" the cries grew increasingly louder as the pace got increasingly faster. The pleasure grew back to intolerable levels and he reached down to pump himself as he had so recently been taught.
The combined jolt of pleasure that it caused was too much for his inexperienced body and he came with another loud shout of the un-holy Monk's name. A few thrusts later, and Sanzo emptied himself with a low grunt. After a few moments, he pulled himself free of the Saru's body, once more ignoring the groan of protest. Reaching behind him, he snagged the blanket from the end of the bed. Laying down he pulled Goku into his arms and covered them both.
"Ne...Sanzo," he looked down at the now sleepy boy and waited for the rest of the sentence, "I love you." the declaration didn't hurt as he thought it would, and he realised that the Saru had imbedded himself further into his heart than even his master, "Ne...Sanzo - do you love me too?"
"Ah." he replied, his pride not letting him say the actual words. But his response seemed good enough for the other boy, who smiled that brilliant smile again, and wrapped himself around him like a leech.
"Ne...Sanzo," Goku's voice was even sleepier than before.
"What?" Sanzo grunted in growing exasperation, he wanted to just enjoy the moment, but the sleepy Saru seemed intent on talking.
"You lied, "Goku's jaw cracked open in a yawn, "You...said it would be quicker...hmm...but it was better though."
Smiling, he petted the boy's hair, "Baka - go to sleep."
"Mkay Sanzo." Goku wriggled and somehow managed to get a little bit closer. The blond chuckled softly, and looked down at the boy in his arms - the boy he loved. He pressed a soft kiss to the top of Goku's head, and soon they had both drifted off to sleep.
Outside, in the hallway, the smile on a certain brunette youkai's face was a trifle smug, "See - I told you that's what they were doing."
"Ch'," the Ero-Kappa next to him snorted, "I didn't think His Uptight Pain in the Assness had it in him."
"Maa maa," Hakkai smiled again and patted his lover on the shoulder, "Come on - let’s go back to our room - you owe me."
"I really should know better than to make bets with you - shouldn't I?" Gojyo grumbled, but there was a smile on his face as they walked back to their room and locked the door behind them.
The next morning, the group was on the road early. In the back seat, both Goku and Gojyo were sitting awkwardly. They looked at each other for a long moment.
"Comfortable Baka-Saru?" Gojyo asked with a smirk.
Goku blushed but retorted anyway, “About the same as you Ero-Kappa."
This started off the usual spate of arguing, and it wasn't long before Sanzo was leaning over the back of his chair shouting, "URUSAI!" and hitting them both with his fan.
In the driver’s seat, Hakkai allowed himself a small giggle before adding his customary, "Maa maa" to the fight.
Soon they were all settled back down, and they resumed their relentless journey towards the west.--- THE END ---
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