| Well, I guess that since you are here you want to know about me huh. I guess that the beginning is a good place to start....I am 19 years old, and I am a second year college student. I was born May 27th 1981. Wow a long time ago! I am getting old.
I guess that some personal backgorud info may be of some use since you are obviously curious. As it says on my main page I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. I was abuse at the hands of my stepfather and a neighbor. The abuse that I was forced through with my stepfather happened from the time that I was 3 until I was 16. The neighbor that sexually abused me was a nasty old man. He had to have been in his late 70's. The abuse with him only happened once though. Whereas my stepfather was almost an everyday thing.
Having lived through what I have, I do feel angry. Heck, I am angry, not completely at my stepfather though. I am mostly angry at my mother because she did not believe me about the abuse and the fact that she did not do anything to stop it. That is what I am angry about. Sure he is the man that took my childhood from me, my mother made the choice to not believe me about it!
I think that my mother is more at fault than anyone, she is the one that could protect me and she didn't! That was her choice, and therefore, she is the one making my life awful!!!