| These poems were all written by SonicTemple, a girl who used to be on TeenOpenDiary. However, her diary was deleted for whatever reason, so I no longer have a current link OR email for her. If this is you, EMAIL ME!! WARNING: Some poems may be triggering! |
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| my weakness I reach blindly for my tool .my friend. my fingers close on steel I turn it over in my hand .bewitched. in the subtle light it glints I close my eyes .oblivious. i slip into a trance I fun my palm along it's edge .cold. a thin line it etches in my skin I make sure that i'm alone .hesitant. and I assure myself I am I slide the blade across my arm .unfocused. blood begins to seep I push it harder on my wrist .weakness. purple rain will ease my mind over and over I play this game .robotic. out of control all at once I see what I've done .self-hatred. how could this have happened? I watch this mess, this pool below .defeat. this is when my tears will flow |
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| final prayer i dont want to die like this a scarlet gash in the neck and the wrist i'm so young, i have not lived please dont let it end like this i don't want to die alone i know that someone must have known my bleeding arms spoke in silent tone please dont let me die alone i wish you were with me i need to be held i wish u could see me i wish you could help tears of blood stream down my face fear and dread make my heart start to race how i wish i could get up and leave this place but i'm forced to remain and stare death in the face my eyes are so heavy my head is so light i feel no pain now just regret of this night what have i done? reality blurs i wasted a lifetime with cold steel and spurs why did i try to face this alone swallowed by pride no fault but my own there's so many things i wish i could say but time's moving quickly i'm fading away please dont feel guilty when u find me next day this is my fault forgive me, I pray |
| Silent Paradise My spirit drowns again tonight I cry silent tears of glass Beneath the vacant eyes of stone I lie there, tortured by the past Deceit became my only choice Each day faded deeper into lies Oblivion shielded me from their hands With blades and wire I will bind A wound may not take long to heal But the scar forever stays Why did you not save me from this end My life was on display Sweet darkness, shadows dance Death upon my walls Beautiful midnight I will answer to your call How long before they see that I'm gone For I shall die before I wake Or upon those dark and lonely eyes Will time prove only to forsake I dreamt only to live Not merely exist And as each day passed me by I slowly pictured death as bliss So now it's the final scene Should I take my bow? The blood is too fast It won't be long now A red haze warms my frightened soul I won't see another day I'd say good-bye to those I knew But they won't miss me anyway |
| By Myself i reach out to touch it to gaze into its eyes it turns to me and smiles poison breath and jagged lies somewhere between then and now i lost all hope and faith i try to hide my pain, i'm scared to fight my demons face to face a crooked piece of broken glass a gentle hand a twisted mass lying silent and transfixed upon the bathroom floor alone with nothing but my blood the stinging pain i will ignore sharp and searing turns to dull i lie there dying by myself i wish they knew i wish they saw the hurt inside i tried to ignore i wish i'd told them asked for help but i fought my demons by myself i let my pride destroy my life i watched the light in me fade and die you said you'd love me always in sickness and in health i wish you'd kept your promise but you let me suffer by myself |
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