| These poems were all written by Ragdoll. The link to her site is: Ragdoll's Candlit Tunnel. WARNING: Some poems may be triggering! |
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| Catharsis My white dress lies. I have stained it red through the seams of my skin It sheets over my shiver of scars. Red to the surface, Berries of tangible feeling from emotionless fruit. Crystalline forming - The same everytime and amazes me still. Yes I am cold in this ice dress But do not ask you to warm me The razor edge cold cuts me clean Facilitates my every need Scared and scarred I bleed To escape the constraints of my skin I bleed to stay alive, not to die To bring a smile to my lips. The silver sliver of moon is a blade to me A scythe to cut me down to size. Pavement shards of glass cry out at me To bleed, bleed, bleed. For you to see, proof of the shame But who do you blame? A freak. A freak. Refusing to see what is me Your words cut me - The soft baby white skin of my arm Asks so politely for relief. I gave you my secret and you ran, Ran to the peak of your intellect To hide from the truth of my blood. I could send you a letter That seeps from my finger Tied up with my ribbon scars. Or shall I go deeper for you? Just to prove that I'm real. I want to sink. Sink to the depths - The chasm of sleep. Not die, no - That would be too clean and swift Too easy for you to understand. I will drag in the mud of the flow I'll only be dirty when you pull me out For now the dirt cleanses And the mess of the blood Soaked into the virgin sheets Scrub out the shame and the stain. I thought I was blind When I woke up today And then I remembered You taught me to see You taught me who to be Then slammed the door shut And me without so much as a thank you. I forgot I was no one I forgot that to rise in your eyes I had to be God. |
| .KA-BOOM. Scars that spell can't be accidental, Scars that talk can't be silenced. A walking legacy of the past. Alone backwards must mean friends For a self-branded bitch. Pity's better than apathy But still she wants affection Sweet affliction of nowhere Fast. |
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