| These poems were all written by Edwinna, a girl who used to be on TeenOpenDiary. However, her diary was deleted for whatever reason, so I no longer have a current link OR email for her. If this is you, EMAIL ME!! WARNING: Some poems may be triggering! |
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| Something Is Wrong When a 'people person' suddenly wants to be alone Something's wrong When life no longer has meaning Something's wrong When you no longer care about anything Something's wrong When living no longer matters Something's wrong When an energetic person sinks into depression Something's wrong When love no longer hurts Something's wrong When you ache so much inside and you crave the bliss insanity brings Something's wrong When you wish for death more than anything else Something Is Wrong |
| Cell of Depression I sink in and out of depression Normalicy is just a dream There is no hesitation When I tell you the status of my brain But words cannot describe Accurately enough Exactly why my feelings I hide Maybe 'cause I've always been the one who's tough I'm the ear that listens I give the comfort that you seek I'm the shoulder people cry on When holding back becomes too much I have been here For everyone to use But I fear I cannot take Much more of this abuse My spirit is near to broken My heart is beaten and battered I begin to feel That not much matters I dream dreams Of you and me But then I wake up To reality Reality hurts And knowing the truth And knowing there isn't Much you can do I sit here and write And think to myself What can I do To be free of this cell |
| Born Life is hell We're born to die Not so you say But that's a lie When you come into this world You begin the road to death You might work hard at life And gain a little wealth But always towards the end You realize this is true And prepare yourself for the death That has always been around you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Born to live Born to die Born to see Born ones die |
| A Longing I wish someone Would kill me now Why must I survive I don't see why I have to live When I long to die This day has been Worse than bad Someone kill me now For maybe then I'll find the peace That I long to have I truly hope It will come Any day at all I can't stay here Longer now I long to leave this place I'll close my eyes And strongly wish To be gone when I awake |
| The Cut A red slash In the skin Blood revealing What's within The depression Ate away What was once Good this day A needed outlet For the woe And so the slash Made it go Red lines On the top Tells when When to stop Pretty soon The blood will flow Hopefully releasing My bitter sorrow Oh dear Jesus I think I may Have screwed up royally On this day The blood is flowing All too fast Soon the present Shall be the past The bright light Is growing dim I feel a force Sucking me in This will be My lasy goodbye But I asked for this So please don't cry The last of my strength I spend on you To wave my hand And say I love you |
| Invisible Chains I am bound By chains of steel Though not seen They're no less real I often try To leave them behind But where I go They seem to find It seems to me They bind me tight They capture my limbs Where I cannot fight I struggle hard Ceaselessly so But to no avail They won't let go Soon I tire Surrender the fight I'll find peace In the night |
| Alone Another death Another one addicted Just one more Lonely statistic The last shout The final cry They bid this world A short good-bye One more death On a lonely night They gaze at it Eyes full of fright The final decision Don't want to die But it's too late You're going to fly |
| Darkness Today there's fog No sun in sight Why doesn't it stop I think it might The skies are dreary Bleak and dim My eyes are weary From searching them But want as I may It does not ease This horrid day Goes on to spite me Darkness doesn't fade And light stays dark The shadows have betrayed What's buried in my heart |
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