I sit and watch
my sister's face:
How little altered
since the hours
When she, a kind,
light-hearted girl,
Gathered her garden
flowers;
Her song just mellowed
by regret
For having teased
me with her talk;
Then all-forgetful
as she heard
One step upon the
walk.
While I? I sat
alone and watched;
My lot in life,
to live alone
In mine own world
of interests,
Much felt but little
shown.
Not to be first:
how hard to learn
That lifelong lesson
of the past;
Line graven on
line graven and stroke on stroke;
But, thank God,
learned at last.
So now in patience
I possess
My soul year after
tedious year,
Content to take
the lowest place,
The place assgned
me here.
Yet sometimes, when
I feel my strength
Most weak, and
life most burdensome,
I lift mine eyes
up to the hills
From whence my
help shall come:
Yea, sometimes still
I lift my heart
To the Archangelic
trumpet-burst,
When all deep secrets
shall be shown,
And many last be
first.