The Adventures of Paisley
Well, here I go again missing a few days in my journal. It seems like even longer since I wrote but I think that's because I've stuffed so much living in that time.
To be honest, I have been a bit stressed out. It's not something I am really ready to talk about in my journal. I'm still figuring it all out in my head, and with the help of my weekly visits to the shrink. There have been so many events and situations and feelings swirling around. However, thankfully, I have managed to maintain my center, my sanity, and keep perspective (hopefully) about what's important.
Last Thursday I spent a delightful couple of hours with Lancelot. Let's just say we made a fantasy come true. He learned that I am unable to see in the dark, and we learned a lot about each other. What a delightful afternoon. *sigh*
This weekend I worked quite a bit more on Michael's website. I believe I'm getting better at building them. Each time I look at his site, I think to myself, "I can't believe I did that!" There are well over 100 pages on his site, because I uploaded a little over 100 pages of HTML on Saturday night.
Yesterday I did six loads of laundry, with Michael's help. Mechanic was at work during most of that time. Michael and I also spent quite a bit of time cleaning the house and it looked fabulous by the time we finally retired for the night. I was tired, but it was a good tired.
This morning Michael woke me up before the alarm went off... with breakfast ready and waiting for me. Mechanic gave me cab fare to work so I didn't have to worry about taking the bus, which was very nice. My whole day went well. One after another, things fell into place for me. It was truly one of those days where everything went my way.
One thing that I am especially happy about is that I have decided to do some spellwork on Wednesday evening. I have held back from doing much visible magick with all these people living here. However, I am feeling the lack of it... I miss it... and I have decided that I need to do this for myself. I suppose it would be somewhat similar to someone who enjoyed and was used to going to church every Sunday and Wednesday, and if they weren't able to do that for several months, they would miss it.
Well, I feel better for having written a little something today. Hope you're having a great day!