I can guarantee that you're not the only one out there! The thing is, being
a vampire is not all it's cracked up to be. Forget the romantic movie figures -
they're all fictional. Real vampirism is a constant inner struggle fraught with
pain and hardship. Sure, sometimes there are upsides, but are they really worth
the agony of hungering for something you must hurt others to have?

Ask yourself very honestly why you think you would like to be a vampire.
Do you think it will be "cool"? Is it a way to fit in?
It is none of these, for although there are places where vampires can gather
both online and off, a vampire is always alone. No one else can help you
overcome your inner struggle.

I cannot change your mind for you, but trust me, if you were meant to be a vampire
you probably would have been one. Be thankful for what you have, instead of seeking
obsessively for what you don't.

© SangWolf 9 May 2004