Laying in bed, trying to take a nap, I heard, in my head, a sweet, gentle voice say, "Dave, we want to teach you to ignore." I asked, "Why?" She replied, "We're going to edit the past, and you get to see a magic show." I replied, "Will I have to do anything I don't want to?
The gentleman with her answered, "Desire equals action."
Twelve years later, I am still astounded that no thoughts such as 'this is crazy' entered my mind.
For one thing a voice in the head is totally different than my mental 'vocalisations', it sounded like having headphones on, where the sound comes from inside your head, and secondly, I knew from the gentleman's answer that it was indeeed Jane and Seth.
I next asked, "What will I have to ignore? Jane said, "For starters, ignore the change that is going to happen to Sounder," Sounder was one of my cats.
I then asked, not about the cat, but about the experience to come, "What is going to happen?"
Jane, knowing that I hadn't meant my cat, said, much to my consternation, "You are going to become interactive with T.V."
Oh Lordy...TV was going to TALK to me...like I want that! But it didn't. It did become interactive, though...but that is described later on.
What followed in the next few days, I can only describe in retrospect, as sensitizing exercises.
I began to feel an urge to pause...to stop, frozen in place. Then I would wait until I felt an urge to move. When I moved, something in my environment would make a sound exactly when I followed the urge to move.
Then, my environment, not me, began to change.
What changed is that my environment started to teach me. Nature itself was teaching me.
How?
The very best example of that was when I was writing the story about the Girls' Club, a group of friends who got together each Wednesday to just have fun, relieving the stress we all had from being HIV positive.
So I'm typing and I hear a loud 'pop', and in the corner of my eye, I see the battery I had on the table move. I thought the battery had exploded.
Picking it up, I notice only the label on the casing has split.
Now, instead of reading Duracell, it reads D uracel.
The Nature of Life was teaching ME, Dave, you're a cell.
Do YOU get it? We are each just ONE cell in the body of life.
And when Nature itself takes a hand in your education, it is an AMAZING Feeling.
Kenny, and thereby the doctors were concerned because I was TOO HAPPY!
Well, DUH!!!!
When the TV show 'Ellen' started to mirror my weekly experences, I was very impressed with the possibilities, but never imagined that I would see the wish that Kenny and I made at the Yerba Buena Fountain, that we would be twins in our next incarnation, on TV. Nor did I expect the Sun to introduce itself via TV.
Because the experience was so far removed from 'normal' experience, yet composed of mostly normal experiences, lined up in a row, timed to perfection, it's hard to tell you about my experience.
But for Sethians, I'm going to try!
Seth mentioned an after death experience he created for a man torn between Allah and God. In it, God and Allah started a fierce battle, which ended up with them merging and becoming the Sun.
Among other things going on during that time, Kenny and I were taking a walk along the Embarcadero. At one point, Jane whispered to me that in two steps the Personality that people expected to return was going to appear directly over the Transamerica Pyramid.
I took two steps and stopped Kenny. He wondered why, but I just let him wonder. I looked at the Transamerica Pyramid, and as my eyes went up the pyramid to the top, I realized that I would not be ABLE to actually look at the top, as the sun was at the tip! I felt confused, because if the person wanted ME to see them, they would have to do it without the sun as a backdrop!
Later, at home, I put on the movie, OLIVER. As we're watching, I'm trying to figure out what that pyramid thing was all about...and then it dawns on me! The SUN IS THE PERSONALITY!
I feel a congratulatory 'nod' from Jane, and I asked her, "Would a Name be appropriate"?
The SUN answered, via TV. The Actor portraying Oliver stops, stands, turns to face the camera, and with a grin to match my own, said, "Hi! I'm the Artful Dodger." Then he turns and rejoins the movie. which went on as normal.
I was amazed, but couldn't tell Kenny. I knew Kenny hadn't seen it. After I got the healing in the hospital, and I got Kenny to notice that the Crystal in the window changed, (that story is in the website, as is the sun story, though not as forthright.) I told him the whole story.
He made up a song.
"Artful Dodger, won't you come out today,
Artful Dodger, won't you come out and play,
And make us a Day for laughing and fun in the sun."
If you read the bible, you will find coroberation:
That's one of the few stories in the Bible that make sense to me...the Transubstantiation on the Mount...WE ARE STARS IN HUMAN FORM. Blow a Kiss to the sun. It will know you did!
And Seth did mention that we got "help from the stars."
He meant it literally. Yet most people don't believe that the sun IS conscious...or that the SUN is the Christ Personality.
There's a lot more in the original Geocities site, but you do have to read a lot. I've tried to keep this afterword/intro to the point. I ramble a lot in the site.
One item I don't think I mentioned in the site was the day I spoke to a friend using mental communications, he sounded just like Seth and Jane.
It started one day when Kenny and I went to visit our friend, Gary. We walk in and say "Hi."
Gary then looks at me and I hear his voice in my head saying, "Dave, you are the f***ing luckiest guy in the world!" I looked at him and agreed in my head, "tell me about it!"
We went on a walk and ALL Gary would say in my head to me was, " So now that you experienced this, what are you going to do about it. I had no answer.
All through that walk he kept pestering me, "What are you gong to do, NOW?"
When we got home, I left. I went to the the Safeway on Market street, went in and bought a bottled Coca-Cola, left the store, took a swig and shouted at the top of my lungs, "Thanks, Di!"
I didn't mean Princess Di, but my friend Diane, a mystic I had met years ago. She started me on this path. I am going to take a moment to tell you about Diane, because it was she, not Seth who taught me real magic was possible.
I had met Diane before I ran across the Seth material in a bookstore by 'accident', when I was twenty-two. I met her when I was eighteen, and in the Christian Brothers. I had joined the Christian Brothers only that year.
She had told everyone, including me, about a vision she had had...of a ship coming and taking her and her husband away. This was seemingly impossible, since they lived in St, Helena, California, miles from any port.She and her husband operated a french restaurant there, her husband being a chef, educated at the Cordon Blue in France.
A year later, her husband recieved a letter from an official of a cruse line, stating he had gone to lunch, locking his office door. When he returned from lunch, unlocked the door, he found on his desk, her husband's resume. He swore that it had not been there before lunch, and asking people, found that no one had gone in the room while he was at lunch. He asked to interview Henri, and a few months later, they had left, and he was cooking for a cruise line!
Knowing Diane, it didn't surprise me one bit.
Diane 'showed up' during my second trip to the hospital...with Seth and Jane. What did we do? She had me do the breathing exercises that she had had me do when we meditated together years ago. I think that was to get the attention of the hospital staff, but I am not sure, as I didn't ask.
I DO know that they noticed it, as they mentioned it to Kenny.
Anyway...after I had shouted my thanks to her, I looked around, and only one lady had seen me. I looked at her and said, grinning, "Sometimes you just have to do what you gotta do!" She responded with a grin, and "Ain't that right!" I told Kenny what I had done when I got home, and he didn't like it one bit. Not one bit at all.
The next morning, when we went back to Gary's, He said to me in my head, "So how's it going today?"
I ignored him. Out loud, (which shocked the hell out of me, since I thought I had been speaking to his subconscious), he said, "So you're ignoring today, Hmmm?"
I said, "Absolutely, It got me into WAY too much trouble yesterday."
We never spoke to one another in our heads again, nor about that experience. Gary never brought it up, and I was waiting for him to say some thing, as I still wasn't convinced he had really been aware of it.
He's dead now, as are most of my friends from those days.
And though I remember all of the experience, my environment is no longer in that altered state. I am really not aware of any change in me. I'm the same old me.
But that's okay, cause if I need to (and believe me when I say knowing what I know doesn't make life easier, I just know things will work out), I can bring the feeling back up, and start grinning like I'm 'crazy'.
And as far as me having hallucinations? What most peeople don't realize is that the life they call reality, is also an hallucination. That does not mean it isn't real, or have no worth.
That's the great thing about this life...it's the meaning YOU give it, that makes it worthwhile.
And finally, Why have I waited twelve years to say anything so direct? Because my site was at Geocities.
Does anyone who has read Seth really think people at Geocities would know what I meant by "ALL THAT IS", or who Seth and Jane is? Besides, I've taught in this life as well as a previous life, and I know that the proof that a student has learned the lesson is they can put it in their own words, using examples from their own life.
I also lost my username after they changed them all, and couldn't get into the account!
I thought I would never be able to add to it, but look what fortune provided!
Thanks, Webring!
And this is a good place to stop.
Seth really saved me the effort of saying more: he's said it all through Jane, already. Think of the Seth works as a puzzle. Figure it out ,and you will see changes in your daily experiences too.
Yes, even magic.
And I already know I won't be remembered on the historical level...I asked that question, just before the Father of Eliza Doolittle, In "MY FAIR LADY" turned and looked directly into the camera, (something that is NOT supposed to happen in a normal film), and said, "...you haven't earned that." However, humanity does remember two of my 'previous' incarnations, and I'll be very happy with that. I did more those lives, anyway.
However, I do still get magical occurences, but only on a personal level, in other words, I haven't lost the nack I first learned...to follow my impulses.
And I haven't lost my knack for being HAPPY.
How do I feel about the past, twelve years later?
To me, I won the Millenium Bingo, not the Grand Millenium Lottery...that goes to Jane and Rob!
I just 'road on their coattails'
I experienced the way people view nature in the future, and I can still view it that way.
For the record, I did not see the future.
I asked Jane, at one point, "When is everyone going to experience life like this?"
She responded with a chuckle, "Not for eons, Dave."
So the world won't end Dec, 21, 2012. We're going to be around for eons. Personally, I think ANY doomsday feeling comes from the fact the sun WILL explode some day. Don't know what's going to happen then, I didn't ask; I let the experience tell me what it wanted to.
And yes, I'm glad things are back to 'normal'...it was a very hard balancing act, and I remember Jane saying "You did that the hard way, and we're glad you did."
I can't wait to compare notes with them after my death...but then I can wait...life is too beautiful to rush, and though I was told almost twenty years ago, I had only five years to live, (I have AIDS), Jane was right...one of the last things Jane said to me was, "Take your pills, Dave, they're magical too!"
I also wish to address the fact I am happily GAY, (HOMOSEXUAL) and am disappointed that it took ME getting a healing to teach the collective conciousness, that GAY is NOT evil.THAT was truly a surprise, as I've never been proud of being gay, but never ashamed, either. Why was it for the collective consciousness? Well I have no proof for you...Kenny got the crystal changing to convince him, (that's in the site), but he did not speak up in our final meeting with the doctor, after my healing, And I don't force anybody to do anything, so in the records it just says I'm delusional. Doesn't say WHAT delusions I have, which I find very telling. You DO realize that if you believe Seth is real, you're delusional too? Congratulations!
We will eventually get the rights heterosexuals have, but I doubt major religions will ever admit they made a HUGE f-ing mistake.
THOUGH THERE IS NO WAY TO PROVE TO YOU I'M TELLING THE TRUTH, I ONLY HAVE TO OFFER THAT I COULDN'T HAVE COME UP WITH SUCH AN EXPERIENCE IF I'D TRIED, AND I WOULDN'T DO SUCH A HOAX AND THEREBY DEFAME MY FELLOW GAYS,
Nor would I have included hallucinations!
Have a happy life...it's YOUR choice.
That's the most important thing I've learned this time around.
And once again, Thanks, LIFE!
Dave
December 31, 2009
Happy New Year!
A Truly Magical,
True Fairy Tale!
Once upon a time...
Little 'ol me, (and many others!), had a
Psychic Experience.
(Miracles included free!)
"Once upon a time...later" -Sondheim
We are STILL having them:
along with our friends, and our CAT! 
It's a never ending story, isn't it?
We also have lots of fun!
"Let us entertain you!" -Sondheim 
(Caution: BAD drag!)
Here, in a land that doesn't exist, except through the magic of electrons, you can see our penthouse apartment!
(Well it IS on the top floor!)
Be sure and check out Kenny's beautiful Angel Art:
One is hanging on the wall in the above picture.
Dave composes, plays, and mp3s his music for your listening enjoyment!
Cocktail piano to original classical.
There's lots more @ 
Kenny and Dave Co*Star's.
Kenny's the Bad Angel, and Dave is the good yet bitchy Angel, but then he is also the author of these pages and thinks WAY too highly of himself and Nature!
We're BOTH, VERY psychic!
So are YOU!
So is every plant, animal, and mineral around you!
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Due to the very nature of the net, someday these links will no longer work.
(I won't be around to update them, and then it will be dropped from the ring.)
My TRUE life, is stuck in your Collective Consciousness, and THAT, my dears is what I've ALREADY achieved. Seth and Jane told me I didn't HAVE to do anymore than what I already HAD done...go through that interactive nature experiment, but I tried anyway. Can't convince people there's more to life than maximizing profits, now, can I? Even skeptics get their beliefs reflected by nature's mirrors of perception.
But understand, magic happens!
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