This is me on Halloween (my favorite holiday) 2002.  I was a Zombie Schoolgirl...not too far from the truth!
This Love
Sometimes I love so deep
Time stands still,
My knees get weak
And I know this is real.
Love changes everything
And it conquers all.
Without your love I know,
I would stumble then fall.
Days go by--
This endless stream of forever,
But its bearable
Knowing we are together.
A love for the ages
Our lives enterrtwined--
I would be so empty,
Without your heart next to mine.
My extremely sweet and sexy girlfriend, Crystal, on her birthday, getting love from Marvin the Martian--her hero!
These are our Kats!  We  love our Kats...thats Boo on the left, Lil' Kat in the middle, and Dottie-Roo on the right.  They are our babies!  We also have two turtles, Myrtle on the left and Gertle in the middle, and a dog, Hash, on the right.
These two pictures are from the camping trip me, Cry, Melaine, and my cousin B. took Sat. May 24,2003.  Fun times were had by all in the dark and scary woods.
Here I am after the shaving cream fight and sticking my head in the sink.
  This is Melaine at her birthday party.
      Here we are at Melaine's birthday party, during and after a massive shaving cream fight.
Full of love I cannot give,
Within reach of a life I can never live
What's wrong with me?
Always so empty
So sure of what I'm not
I've lost what I am.
I must find myself while I still can.
Discontent
So discontent with life as it is
I always imagined more
But I can't find the way
To reach what seems so unattainable
It rocks me to the core
I've searched for years
With nothing to show
Except this pain in my heart
And softly falling tears
Will it ever end?
Can I ever be complete?
Alone in this world
So full of grief
And twisted with such deciet
There is one thing I know...
I have faith in myself,
Faith in this world
And all will be revealed
When we reach the next plateau.
This is a picture of me jammin on my bass, with Earnie who was teachin me to play.
Immortal
The ranting and raving of lunatics
The sanest thing ever heard
How are we all not insane
With all this love and all this pain?
Say it all with powerful words,
Incoherent phrases
The worldwide language of fear.
So many places left to go-you know
There is so much left to hear.
Speak to my soul, whisper in my ear.
Ease my mind-Promise me
Tell me I can break the confines of time,
Break everything that binds me
To this undefined timeline.
Promise me--Immortality.

This is Cry, Earnie, and I goofin around.
This is my girlfriend, Crystal, and I a few years ago.
Here is a picture of my first tattoo, and below is Crystals'.  We got them April 10, 2003.  Mine is an ankh on my lower back (flames not included), and hers is the Chinese symbol for dangerous on her lower back.  The pictures on the left were taken the day after they were done and on the right is 10 days later.
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Blinded by the light...
Its a strange world after all...
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Sorrow is my destiny,
The tragedy of time.
Shadow of the soul,
Eternal despair I make mine,
Forever my curse.
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