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|February 2, 2006
Today's Entry - "A Begging Faith"
What's Going On in My Head?
- i'm praying and praying and praying today. i have total desperation about a situation that needs to be resolved. it's not life threatening to anybody, but it has become of utmost importance in my head today. Lord, i cry out to You because i can't do anything about it. i've tried to give it to You and i've tried to solve it myself as well. i guess i have always been trying to be a part of the solution when i probably just need to step out of the picture.
it's a strange thing that is going on for me today. i am desperately calling out to the Lord, beseeching You to come and resolve a situation, to be with me and my wife. to grant us Your will. and i am very afraid and reckless with my requests. yet, i have a lot of faith in You. i fully expect to see the situation turn out for good. it's weird, desperation mixed the belief.
What's Going On in My Life
- um....hello...anybody there? i know i've been away awhile, but tonight i get to play worldwide soccer manager for the first time!
- and i get to play soccer for real after school.
- did i mention basketball is my favorite sport?