This story is a true account of the experiences of a husband
who searches for ways to give his wife the type of sexual
joy she gives him. Names have been changed of course.
At twenty-years-old I met eighteen-year-old
Carol in her freshmen year of college through a mutual friend.
Although we attended different schools, we hit it off from
the very first night we met. She was beautiful with shoulder-length,
shimmering black hair and a body to die for. She stood 4'10,"
weighed 100lbs and had a very well proportioned hourglass
figure. Her breasts measuring 34C were quite large for her
petite frame. They stood up nice, round, and firm with slight
delicious sag you would expect from their heaviness. This
was one of the things that drew me to her initially but over
the years we found we had great similar interests. She wears
contacts but looks equally good in her glasses. We had an
enviable relationship throughout our dating and courtship.
This is not to say we didn't have our difficulties. Our dating
went on for 4 years before we finally tied the knot.
Coming from a very large family, she has very
sound family values and morals. She is a one-person type of
girl. On the surface she can be a demure, soft-spoken, submissive
girl but those who know her realize she has a sharp tongue
with a wit and intelligence to match. Like all intelligent
people she is lacking in other areas; she can be really clumsy
and naive at times. She is always misplacing her things; purses
or glasses or whatever. She will believe whatever outlandish
thing someone close to her, like me, tells her. She just doesn't
get dirty or racist jokes and finds no humor in them. She
wonders why my friends and I laugh at them so hysterically.
She was so and still is very innocent.
Now I was never very experienced with sex
but neither was Carol. She had had one prior boyfriend who
popped her cherry. For 2 years afterwards she was faithful
with him before they broke up and 6 months later she met me.
I think I corrupted her a bit. We had sex together within
2 weeks of dating. I had a couple of girlfriends before Carol
- but nothing really serious. This inexperience allowed us
the opportunity to grow, explore and experiment with sex together.
I believe this can be a real strengthening bond couples share.
We experimented in risque sex, although much of it due to
my persistence. In the first couple of months we had sex once
on a rooftop, once in a movie theater, and once had oral sex
in the back of an Amtrak bus. Since we went to different schools,
we didn't see much of each other during the week. But the
few weekends we did spend together were very intimate.
Sex has never been a major focus for her in
our relationship but secretly for me, it is. I secretly think
sex is not a great focus for her because she didn't get many
orgasms. When asked, she told me that her ex didn't make her
come much. Truth be told, I don't make her come that much
either but she says she loves me anyway and there are other
qualities she likes about me. During our first fuck, the first
time she saw my dick she whispered "Ohh you're so big...
" what a stroke for my ego. And when I asked if my dick
was bigger than her ex's she smiled and said, "Yes, it
is" which was another stroke for my ego. When I entered
her the first time, she was very HOT and slippery. It felt
so good! As I pushed my full length inside her, I felt my
dick push against something resisting me. It was just a little
resistance but I could still steadily enter her. She gasped
softly in pleasure for one second "Ooohhh" just
before I had my full erection inside her. Now her oohing started
just as I reached that little bit of resistance inside her.
And her oohing lasted the whole one-second it took me to push
my way through it.
The feeling I felt as I pushed my length into
her was a pliable, snug, resistance feeling. It felt different
from sliding my dick through the shallow part of her pussy
- the well-fucked and slippery part of her pussy near the
entrance where her ex had fucked her during their two years
together. There was more friction at this strange part so
a little more force was needed to push my dick all the way
inside. And since my dick was bigger and longer than her ex's
little dick, I knew that I had gone past where he could reach
inside her. Just how much bigger I was compared to her ex
was the length in her pussy where I started feeling that resistance
up to the point where I couldn't push deeper. That tightness
feeling I felt, from pushing deep into her when she ooohed
for me, was the result of her vagina being stretched to accommodate
me for the very first time. Her pussy passage had to stretch
open to allow a longer and bigger dick, my dick, to be able
to reach new depths and sensations.
I had just given her more penetration and thus more sensation
and pleasure than her ex had. "What's wrong?" I
asked with mock concern and evilness in my eyes. "Ohh,
you're so big," She whispered as she looked up at me
with her wide-open, big, brown eyes. I pulled out halfway
and pushed myself slowly in again. As I felt the tightness
again by reaching the beginning of new depths in her pussy,
I pushed slowly in. "Oooohhhh" she cooed for another
second before I couldn't get any deeper. I repeated this holy
ritual for 15 more pumps each time getting an "Oohh"
or "Ahh" from her as I pushed in and out of the
tightness area. I was stretching her and she was voicing her
pleasure! She was so warm, wet, and slippery that I had to
pull out and cum all over her tummy and tits.
That first time we had sex I didn't make her
cum. In retrospect, I think if I had lasted longer during
our first fuck while she was making those ooohs and ahhhs,
I may have been able to make her cum then. But eventually
she did cum from fucking me. Nowadays I get some sounds, but
I don't get those moanings like I did the first 5-10 times
I fucked her. I don't get the feeling of stretching her pussy
past the depth where her ex could penetrate her any more either.
It is still hot, slippery, and wet when I plunge my full length
into her. Don't get me wrong, she still has one tight pussy
but what I'm saying is I don't feel that barrier I did when
I first stretched her vaginal channel. She must have gotten
used to my size since then.
A few weeks later, during one of her frisky
moments, there was a ruler nearby while we were making out
and about to fuck. She burst out with a mischievous gleam
in her eye, "Ohh look a ruler, I want to measure you.
" I was like "Sure," confident I was bigger
than her ex's was. "I've never measured a dick before,"
she piped. "How do I measure it?" she smiled innocently
while placing the ruler end in my pubic hair close to where
my dick and stomach meet and laying the ruler down along the
top half of my fully erect dick. She had a beautiful smile
and bright gleam in her eye, anticipating our fucking, while
she measured me, "One... two... three... four... four
inches" she said softly but with her smile gone. I guess
that figure IS kinda small. "What?," I said, shocked!
Having measured myself before I knew I was more than 4 inches
"No, no, baby. You have to measure from the base of my
dick on the underside, near my balls, up to the head,"
I chided her. "Heh heh. Ooops sorry, I thought that WAS
the underside," she replied laughing. Having mostly only
seen my dick from the underside, she had thought that the
TOP view of my dick, views guys see while peeing, was my underside.
Silly girl I thought. "Let me do it again. " she
remarked smiling. She placed the ruler end against my scrotum
sac where my dick starts and measured up to my dickhead. "Oh,
five... six inches," she said with more excitement. "My
ex's dick was little, about 3 and a half inches. But your's
is longer and much thicker. But size doesn't matter to me,
just as long as you can last and know how to use it,"
she would say pushing me down while straddling me. We proceeded
to fuck until I came. I think she might have come - I'm not
But later in the week, after finding out the
truth that doctors measure dicks from the TOP half of the
dick, not the underside, I foolishly told her over the phone
that we had measured incorrectly. Later I measured myself
closely and got 4. 75 inches. Man, that DOES seem a little
on the short end. If most men are from 5 -6 inches in length
then I believe I'm a little below average. So the next time
she came over, she measured me and came up with the same or
close measurement. "Four and a half inches," she
said with a little twinge in her eyes that I thought for a
split second, showed her disappointment. I have never tried
to talk to her about what I thought I saw in her face that
day. "What... no, no, it is 5 inches or close to it,"
I told her and measured it myself for her to see. "Okay,"
she said uncomfortably, eager to change the subject. To this
day, ever since the measurements, she has never told me what
she told me the first day she saw my dick. She has never again
told me, "Ohhh, you're so big. "
"But I'm not concerned with penis size.
I think we are a good fit. And we have good sex," she
would tell me. "Size doesn't matter to me, just as long
as you don't cum too soon," she would say then laugh
and then punch me in the shoulder whenever I make a joke about
girls liking big penises and that maybe she would like it
too. I know she says things to calm my insecurities but I
also know that bigger penises DO turn her on. One time we
were watching an Ed Powers porno with Jake in it. For those
that don't know, he is a black guy with a huge 8-9 inches
crooked penis. "Wow, he has a big penis," she would
nonchalantly say. She never makes little comments when we
watch other so-so pornos. And once, while I was fucking her
while watching a porno with Rocco on, she commented on his
fucking. The scene was one where Rocco was violently fucking
this blonde who had her face down and ass up with a pillow
propped underneath. While I was fucking Carol missionary-style,
we were watching the porno. As Rocco pushed himself as deep
into the blonde as possible, the blonde screamed, and I heard
a gasp from Carol. "Wow... he disappeared," Carol
said softly as I felt her pussy get wetter around my dick.
"What do you mean disappeared?"
I asked pumping her slowly.
"Hmmm...?" she replied watching
the scene intently. I knew she had heard me.
"What do you mean he disappeared?"
I repeated watching her eyes glued to Rocco's cock.
"Oh... I mean his penis disappeared into
that girl," she said still glued to the TV.
"Why did she scream?" I asked acting
naive. "Because he is so big... " she giggled as
she opened her legs wider still watching the porno. I got
such a thrill from her indirectly revealing she liked big
dicks to me that I started pumping her harder and faster.
"Uh, uh, eh, uhh... " softly moaned Carol while
still watching the porno. Then she would close her eyes and
look straight up as I pumped uncontrollably for 5 seconds
until I came all over her tummy. My guess is she was fantasizing
about Rocco's super-human lovemaking - his stamina, his enthusiasm,
and let's not forget, his fat cock.
During the third month we were dating, I found
out through a friend who knew someone at her school that she
was dating another guy from her school - some 5'8" runner.
At first I didn't believe it because my ego led me to believe
that because I had already fucked her she MUST belong to me
- body AND mind. Most normal girls are like that aren't they?
She is not a slut and she has high morals. She wouldn't cheat
on me! No way. She is the type that once you sleep with her,
you don't need to worry about her cheating... or so I thought.
But after nonchalantly confronting her with what I had overheard,
her silence before replying told me all I needed to hear.
The suspicions in the back of my mind were confirmed and my
little itty bitty world came crashing down on me. I was shocked,
my ego destroyed. She blatantly denied everything initially
but eventually confessed to me that she did date someone but
that they had never had sex. She eventually convinced me.
Well she broke it off with the other guy and we got back together
and she has been true to me ever since then (to my best knowledge).
But my tormented mind still wanders sometimes imagining if
she really did have sex with that jock athlete guy. If she
did open up her slender legs and let him ram his cock inside
her swollen slutty cunt.
That was around the time I discovered "Cheating
Wives" stories on the internet. Those stories rang a
bell within me because I could sort of relate now and jacking
off to them - imagining my sweet Carol was the slut wife -
led to some of the most intense sexual releases I have ever
had and continue to have. I think those stories and my situation
also contributed to my self-consciousness about my penis size.
Now don't get me wrong, I think I am average for my height.
At 5'6" and 140lbs I think 4. 75 inches long and 4. 25
inches round is a pretty average size for my dick - or a little
below average. When I remember that Carol's ex had a smaller
dick than mine, I think that's probably why she didn't cum
much with him. My dickhead is quite big and nice with a pronounced
helmet ridge and accounts for about 40% of the total length
of my dick - so I do not have much of a shaft. I say "dick"
because "cock" is more reserved for the larger and
longer dicks that can touch more pussy area and reach greater
depths in a pussy than a smaller or average-sized dick can.
It gives more pleasure to the girl receiving it too I'm inclined
After reading those stories, I imagine that my sweet little
carol is on her hands and knees with her head low on the ground
while this faceless but muscular and athletic runner's body
is kneeling behind her gorgeous ass pummeling her pussy with
his COCK. He is using long slow strokes because he can; he
doesn't need to fuck fast like other smaller-dick guys have
to, in order to pleasure their women. His cock is large enough
to satisfy her by fucking her s-l-o-w-ly. As he draws back,
I can see the wetness from her engorged pussy on his glistening
cock. From this angle I can see the ring of white froth from
her cum and lubrication on his cock - indicating just how
far along his shaft her pussy lips suck. And then I feel butterflies
in my stomach. The look on her face is pure ecstasy. She closes
her eyes to relish the feelings. Her lips are parted and her
cheeks flushed. Her hair matted, clinging to her forehead.
She is breathing through her mouth heavily, "Ooooohh"
as he enters slowly, "Ahhhhh" as he withdraws again.
Of course I know this is just daydreaming and fantasy. I'm
pretty sure she didn't have sex with the other guy.
As for our current love life, it is just satisfactory
for me and a little unfair for her. Throughout our relationship
she did not and does not cum much. I have a problem with cumming
too soon for her liking. She's joked with me, "Wilson,
you always cum in first place. " I can't help it, I've
tried kegel muscle exercises to last longer but the exercises
always give me the runs, and even after 2 months of doing
those exercises, I still can't last long enough for her to
cum. Her body is too hot and sexy for me and the way her pussy
massages my tool, I usually can't last more than 3 minutes
condomless before I lose control. It is not only that, sometimes
when I AM able to last really long, say for 20 minutes, even
then she won't cum. Hmmmm, maybe dick size does matter to
a girl. If Carol's ex's 3. 5 inch dick is only slightly smaller
than mine and she couldn't cum with him, then maybe that's
why she doesn't cum much more with my 4. 75 inch dick!
We usually fuck in 4 positions: the missionary,
a variation with her legs over her shoulders, with her on
top, and doggy style. The first few months we dated, we experimented
with those positions. But after a few months she stopped allowing
me to doggy-style fuck her. She tells me she likes it but
she thinks it is a little degrading to women and plus I have
to get her really hot first. Licking her pussy until her clit
becomes too sensitive doesn't count as getting her hot enough
either. Even after I lick her for 40 minutes until she can't
take it, she refuses to get on her hands and knees or even
roll over onto her tummy.
To tell the truth she has never been able
to cum from me straight pumping my dick into her. The only
time she would cum was during the first 2 years in school.
When we had sex she would cum when she straddled me and was
able to rub her clit against my pubic bone. But that was a
combination of her rubbing her clit and me being inside her
- she never cums from straight fucking. But ever since the
first two years up 'til present time, she hasn't been able
to cum like I remember either. The following is a typical
fuck session during the first two years in college:
After sufficient foreplay, me licking her
for 30-40 minutes until she couldn't stand it any more, I
would climb on top of her and slide my 4. 75 inch dick into
her really wet (from my saliva and her juices) cunt. After
2 minutes she would push me aside so she could climb on top
and then she would lower her large orbs to rest on my chest.
Then she'd wrap her arms around my neck or shoulders and then
gently lower herself within fucking distance of my dick. I
would reach down for my pecker and rub it along her vaginal
lips before placing my helmet head at her love tunnel entrance.
Then she would lower herself and I would concentrate on the
immense heat from her cunt sliding over my dickhead and shaft.
It feels so right. Then she would straighten one leg out so
she would be able to rub her clit on my pubic bone. With her
breath on my ear she would whisper, "Stick it out. "
Oh what a blow to my ego this was. I would upturn my pelvis
so I could get as much of my dick as high and away from my
body as I could. This is so I can push more centimeters into
her pussy and so she would be able to feel my dick more.
I've thought intently about this later on
and realized that, by my measurements, when a girl is straddled
over you, she doesn't use the full length of your boner because
you have to account for the roundness of her legs, butt, and
thighs on you. Plus gravity causes your dick base to be lower
between your legs, so not as much erection is standing upright.
So while she is straddling me while hugging me and grinding
her clit against my pubic bone, only about 3. 5 inches of
my dick is actually inside her. When I tilt my pelvis up,
I can get another maybe. 5 -. 75 inches for a total of 4.
25 average inches inside her.
10-15 exquisite strokes in 1 second intervals
and I'd feel the familiar bubbling in my nuts. In my attempts
to last as long as possible I stop tilting my pelvis up and
as my dick effectively gets shorter she would sigh in disappointment
saying again, "Stick it out so I can feel it. "
Ohh, my poor ego. I hold my breath and raise my pelvis up.
5 more pumps in half second intervals this time and I feel
the cum boiling again. I lower my pelvis letting my dick slide
further out from the shallow depth of her pussy. She is pretty
frustrated now. But knowing I'm close to the edge I tell her,
"I have to put on the condom. " "Okay, hurry,"
she urges. I reach for a nearby condom and tear open the wrapper.
While she bends her straight leg back up onto her knees, I
scoot myself down so my dick slips out of her pussy onto my
belly. I grab it, roll the condom onto it and place my meat
back at the entrance to her still-wet tunnel. As she lowers
herself over my condomed-dick, the heat and feelings are not
quite as strong.
But this is good for her because I can last longer now. I
tilt my pelvis up and she straightens her leg once again so
she can rub her clitoris against my pubic bone. 20 more pumps
in half second intervals and I cannot hold it any longer.
As I feel my cum traveling from my balls, I tilt my pelvis
up as much as I can, raising my ass and hers off the bed.
She, close to cumming herself, would catch on to my urgency
and grind her clit harder and stronger. Her body would tense
up and as I start to cum, she would cum, holding her breath,
shuddering and gripping my shoulder or neck painfully hard.
I would feel her pussy contractions on my dick and I would
empty my nuts into the condom. Oh what a wonderful feeling.
In the afterglow, my dick would shrivel and slide out of her
as she continues to contract her pussy. Sometimes she doesn't
continue her contractions and we fall asleep with me inside
her - eventually shrinking and falling out.