"...AND
GOD SENT
ME
ANGELS"
MY
STORY BEGINS
IN THE SUMMER OF 1999, MY OUT ON LIFE
WAS AT AN ALL TIME LOW.
"... AND GOD SENT ME ANGELS"
ON FOUR SEPERATE OCCATIONS THEY WERE
SENT TO GUIDE ME THROUGH A DIFFICULT TIME
AND TO REMIND ME THAT GOD LOVES ME.
SOME BACKGROUND
TAKING A LOOK BACK TO THAT TIME IN MY LIFE
IT IS AMAZING TO ME THAT I AM STILL HERE
TO SHARE THIS STORY WITH YOU.
THAT SUMMER WAS FILLED WITH DOOM
AND DEPRESSION.
MONTHS OF MARRIAGE PROBLEMS,
DEEP DEPRESSION AND ANGER
SEEMED TO CONSUME ME AND NEVER
LET UP AND WHEN IT DID, IT WASN'T GONE LONG.
THE HARDER I TRIED TO HOLD THINGS TOGETHER
THE MORE
THINGS FELL APART.
AFTER A LONG SPELL OF DEEP DEPRESSION,
I FINIALY WENT OVER THE EDGE.
THIS EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER HAD TO STOP...
AND INTERTAINING THOUGHT OF SUICIDE
SCARED ME INTO GETTING MEDICAL HELP.
I HAD ONE OTHER PLACE TO TURN,
SO ON MY KNEE I WENT AND ASKED
GOD FOR HIS HELP.
SOON THE ANSWERS CAME.
TURNS OUT I WAS SUFFERING FROM
A DEMON CALLED...
BI-POLARISM OR BETTER KNOWN AS
MANIC-DEPRESSION.
AFTER A FEW ANTI DEPRESSANS
GOING BACK TO CHURCH WAS SOUNDING BETTER.
BUT WHERE TO GO???
THE
FIRST ANGELS
TWO DAYS WENT BY AND THEN GOD SENT THE FIRST TWO ANGELS.
THEY SAID THAT THEY WERE FROM A LOCAL BAPTIS CHURCH.
THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY I TOOK THERE INVITATION AND
WENT TO VISIT. I STILL ATTEND
EVERY SUNDAY .
ANGEL
TWO
THIS ANGEL HAS A NAME, KATHY
I MET HER ON THE INTERNET AND WE
BECAME PEN PALS.
SHE UNDERSTOOD MANIC-DEPRESSION VERY WELL
SHE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT AND ALSO
HELPED ME TO SEE THAT NOT ALL
WOMAN ARE UNTRUST WORTHY.
ANGEL
THREE
NOT AN ANGEL BUT A VIKING
THIS WOULD BE ROB THE MALE POINT OF VEIW.
I MET HIM ON A WEEKEND GET A WAY.
IT RAINED THAT WEEKEND WHEN WE WERE CAMPING
AND WE TOOK SHELTER IN THE PARKS MAIN BIULDING.
WE TALKED FOR HOURS ABOUT THE FEMALES IN ARE LIVES
AND OFFERED EACH OTHER ADDVICE.
WE STRUCK UP A FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL LAST FOR A LONG TIME.
MALES DON'T USUALY CONFESS TO EACH OTHER
THERE PERSONAL LIVES BUT AT THIS TIME
IN BOTH OF OUR LIVES IT WAS NEEDED.
THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IN RARE
SO IF YOU GET A FRIEND LIKE THIS
KEEP THEM!!!
THE
LAST ANGEL
THIS ANGEL, I FEEL IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE.
SENT DIRECTLY FROM GOD TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER.
THIS WOULD BE KAYLA
HER STRENGTH AND COMPASION TO CARE FOR OTHERS
ARE TWO OF THE TRAITS I MOST ADMIRE ABOUT HER.
SHE HAS MANAGED TO OPEN MY HEART
AND ALLOW ME TO LOVE AND TRUST AGAIN.
AND FOR THIS AND MUCH MORE
I WILL FOREVER BE GREATFULL FOR.
THIS LAST ANGEL HAS DEFINITELY
EARNED HER WINGS.
IF YOU GOT ONE THING OUT OF THIS STORY
MAY IT BE THAT YOU
LOOK FOR THE ANGELS IN YOUR LIFE TOO
AND THANK GOD FOR SENDING THEM.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL, KEN